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Memories of My Deep Feelings
I still think about her sometimes. The way she writhed beneath me at the slightest hint of my caress. The way she made me feel like I would never need another human being. I even started to wonder how I would feel if she were suddenly gone. That sounds morbid, but I was just trying to be logical or something about it. I wanted to deal with the situation if there was a situation to deal with. I was just trying to confront the issues. I'd never dealt with those feelings before and I didn't know how far they could go. What a shame our timing was so strange. On one hand, it drove us closer, faster, and made us cherish the time we had all the more. On the other hand, it strained our feelings and our faith in love itself. Looking back, I can't be sure that we were meant to be together ... it felt like we were, but it also felt like we would be together forever. Things change. Things change. I sometimes believe there was a lesson in that relationship. I suppose there's a lesson in any good relationship, though. What's the use otherwise? And now. I look at my tattoo and I think about getting another one, but I almost can't bring myself to disrupt the beauty and power of the one single one I have now. The tattoo is important because we got them together. It was an act of commitment. Or something like that. And now I can never forget. And neither can she. And there's no reason to. And it's strange because I want to say there is nothing still there, but then I pause for a moment and realize that those feelings run too deeply. It's weird, though ... they're deep feelings that have no real urge to be anything more than deep feelings. They will be there forever, and never really bother me. I cherish that thought.
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